Life As a Chess

Have you ever plays a chess ? Or see other people played it ?
Now,, I know. Why chess game is created.


Actually , I'm falls ,falls sick with my soul and lose with myself and surrounded.


So ,I ponder insight myself. Sometime , I cry, furious , smile , anxious , excited , become emo , lament and rue some mistake that i've done . I confuse what happen with my soul. It torment myself again and again .


Then, I asked myself with many question. But in the end, I left it without any answers.
It sound like I am cowardice , worst , not fair to correcting myself.
No and absolutely no... I NOT like THAT !!!!


I take initiative and pondering  over the answer to solve this matter,


"Why I BECOME LIKE THIS? "


Do you know ?
When we play chess ,
We must move with a smart plan , reassure and no doubt.
But remember, we must move with intriguing step in order to be a strong fortress to protect the king and queen.


It similar with a reality life . Doesn't matter what problem are comes in our life . It is because , it will continue come over again and again , but as different way . 


So , I get the answer . I must stand up and promptly correct my mistake ! If I continue blame myself , it can't give any rewards.
I plan my step with slowly . Use the wisdom that ALLAH give to me. I handle the problem and emotion with the patient as I can . Do not be someone missing way . Trust and confidence that have someone still hidden can help myself ,and it is "ALLAH" thereby I feel serene .


When we move the chess , sometime we will miss behind or become victim . Somewhile too, we will be infront  or maybe win !
h Yes , it not hesitate anymore and surely it is same with our life.


Hey myself and you ,


We must be someone strong ! Strong to face problem and get solve it!
We need persitence to thru it . 
Look where we slipped , NOT LOOK where we fall as I am!
All the answer have I retort.
There are many  hurdles must I encountered in this life.
And continue to pursuing the "GOAL" become reality.


To become winner we need support from each part to protect King! And the Queen should not die first.


So, it’s mean we can’t stand up alone ! We need others to help us. Don’t let  “ego” control us .I am so thank you with my parents and friends . They support me , encourage me become courage , self acceptance and self discovery to build my spirit come back .So now , I get a new enthusiasm !!


So, it is proof!
Life like a chess …


Thanks for all who always beside me:


Ma and Abah , friends (myroommate + myClassmate) , Sumo and especially ALLAH !