Willing and Desire

Willing and desire.

Everyone who's life in this city,world or everywhere can make their willingness , desire and others.
They free to do it.
They competent to do it.
And they have power to decide it.

Eventhough it's look to hard to achieve it, but we can imagine,

"what we wants!"

Maybe people says,that is "Angan-angan Mat Jenin,,je" and "Ala,,yer yer O' Je".

I and myself.
You and yourself.
We not same, even we looks nothing different.
Until now,today,,
I still finds "what I want"!!
I don't see a future, but I'm in way which is not sure !

I know, Allah make our future secrets because he wants see our patience, how we manage our way, venture ,and surely to test us to become more beriman!
Abstract.
Missing.

Allahu akbar..!

Willing and Desire

Willing and desire.

Everyone who's life in this city,world or everywhere can make their willingness , desire and others.
They free to do it.
They competent to do it.
And they have power to decide it.

Eventhough it's look to hard to achieve it, but we can imagine,

"what we wants!"

Maybe people says,that is "Angan-angan Mat Jenin,,je" and "Ala,,yer yer O' Je".

I and myself.
You and yourself.
We not same, even we looks nothing different.
Until now,today,,
I still finds "what I want"!!
I don't see a future, but I'm in way which is not sure !

I know, Allah make our future secrets because he wants see our patience, how we manage our way, venture ,and surely to test us to become more beriman!
Abstract.
Missing.

Allahu akbar..!

20 years Old?

Now, im being 20 years old. 

There's a lot task  that must  i solve it before im going old and old.

Oh ya Allah, give me away and confidence to me face and through the challenge ^__^

My new life,as WOMAN is beginning now.

And now,,I can't put my job to others shoulder. I must do everything.

My financial, my ambitions and my mission,, all are puts on me and i must manage it.

I don't have a big goal. But, what im going to do is;

I want to finish my study with flying colour and get a job.

Thats all. :)

My principle: 

Allah is always with us. Stop fret and worrying. And every single problem Allah give to us, have facilities which has been provide by Allah.

Solat and Sabar.. Inn Syaa Allah, we get the way :)

My Experience ^^__^^

Today,my day maybe happy, and maybe as usual.. I don't know !__!

Hahahaa ,,, Ala , it's doesn't matter lah! As long, I can stand on myself and Allah beside me.

Hemm,, today I think I'm glad to share  you about my experience work at private clinic!

Why I want to share with you?? because "saje je je" lalalala...

ACTION !

When I was 18, while waiting SPM results printed out in 2011, I was worked at private clinic, in Johor .

Actually, I don't have any intention to worked, but I guess it was luck for me.Hehehehe..

Some people are scary and jerk when they hear a blood, injects, smell in clinic and others lah.

But, for me,, I like so much clinic!! {yeah,,,, nak bedah dia} hahhahaha

The nightmare in clinic that's never I forget is, when I must clean up a blood wound, a patients who was cut his finger with machine while handling a machine in his work palace!
Serious seh,, when I clean the blood, I felt I wanted to paint for a moment. hahahaha..
Suddenly, my head was headache too..!! Alamak !!
Imagine, the finger almost cut off and I saw a bone , fresh "meat" with a RED blood!

I was worked for 2 month. At the first time I worked, I was fret. Fret to do any job!
But, the doctor and other staff, teach me how to do the works!
Moreover, I get many knowledge that never I don't. 
Such as, how to communicates with others, know type of medical, how to manage office and much.
More important is, I can see other suffering and automatic my sympathy will express with fast !!
Besides, it also have increase my level self-belief ,level  patience and my confidence, even its little change.
My dad and mom's always encourage me to work!
They say, when you work, you will know others world, and you will know how difficult to find money, and then you will appreciate money and yourself too ! Isn't Right, is it?  Yeah,, it's TRUE!

In nutshell, what can I say is, please KEEP yourself in HEALTH ! 
HA,, ha and don't forget, 
we must always GRACEFUL to ALLAH because he still give us a LIFE !

 Say "Alhamdulilah" ..

^____________^

My Experience ^^__^^

Today,my day maybe happy, and maybe as usual.. I don't know !__!

Hahahaa ,,, Ala , it's doesn't matter lah! As long, I can stand on myself and Allah beside me.

Hemm,, today I think I'm glad to share  you about my experience work at private clinic!

Why I want to share with you?? because "saje je je" lalalala...

ACTION !

When I was 18, while waiting SPM results printed out in 2011, I was worked at private clinic, in Johor .

Actually, I don't have any intention to worked, but I guess it was luck for me.Hehehehe..

Some people are scary and jerk when they hear a blood, injects, smell in clinic and others lah.

But, for me,, I like so much clinic!! {yeah,,,, nak bedah dia} hahhahaha

The nightmare in clinic that's never I forget is, when I must clean up a blood wound, a patients who was cut his finger with machine while handling a machine in his work palace!
Serious seh,, when I clean the blood, I felt I wanted to paint for a moment. hahahaha..
Suddenly, my head was headache too..!! Alamak !!
Imagine, the finger almost cut off and I saw a bone , fresh "meat" with a RED blood!

I was worked for 2 month. At the first time I worked, I was fret. Fret to do any job!
But, the doctor and other staff, teach me how to do the works!
Moreover, I get many knowledge that never I don't. 
Such as, how to communicates with others, know type of medical, how to manage office and much.
More important is, I can see other suffering and automatic my sympathy will express with fast !!
Besides, it also have increase my level self-belief ,level  patience and my confidence, even its little change.
My dad and mom's always encourage me to work!
They say, when you work, you will know others world, and you will know how difficult to find money, and then you will appreciate money and yourself too ! Isn't Right, is it?  Yeah,, it's TRUE!

In nutshell, what can I say is, please KEEP yourself in HEALTH ! 
HA,, ha and don't forget, 
we must always GRACEFUL to ALLAH because he still give us a LIFE !

 Say "Alhamdulilah" ..

^____________^